probably to busy trying to ignore whatever his own life has in store for him?
in cases like these i default to my pet theory of "transphobic people are without realizing basically just inexperienced, scared little kids pretending to be adults, just like everyone else. except these havent seen so much of the world and a little 'exposure therapy' could actually work wonders if anyone really gave one of them an actual chance.. but nobody has to put up with their bullshit so nobody will 🤷♀️ " (speaking about a singular transphobic person. a whole herd of them is just a stampede waiting to happen)
but maybe that is just naivety on my part, believing that nobody is so lost they are irrecoverable :3
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you mean the lemmy instance or the post? xD i actually have an account there... but very unused. i also have an ---- uh actually idk, if its still valid, but i used to have an account for sdf's plan9 box...
ah, dont worry, im just an enormous hypocrite using linux actually...
i had a laptop running 9front for a while but ... fuck i do need to use websites with javascript in them from time to time... i dont want them, but they exist so ... yeah.
its lovely though, and i cant wait for the world to realize that javascript is bad. (or for someone to port firefox over :P)
i have a similar thought process, but
do you want a computer?
- no? then dont.
- yes? do you need websites that use javascript?
- no? thats right, use plan9.
- yes? no you dont. use plan9.
sure, and i meant that just because you are able to give birth doesn't mean you "gotta" :3
or maybe you were never allowed to think about any of that ever because your parents were abusive and you just wanted to be left in peace and now it's difficult to want anything except for life (aka the misery) to end? yeah me neither, no idea how that thought came to be
im sad and have noone to talk to about it... except for wifey, and two friends.. but this is about one of the two friends, and they are friends with each other too... and telling wifey about it always leads to me feeling worse because she'll say clever things like "just talk to him about it" ...
i dont want to talk to him about it, that would mean i would have to acknowledge the problem and address it directly.
what a silly way to deal with emotional turmoil, am i right?
no i know im not right... i wouldnt be posting this crap if i knew i was right. i know im wrong and i should talk to him about it but i just cant ;_;
yeah... i know you must be thinking i need therapy and you would be absolutely right, except i hate going to the doctor and them being a special type of doctor for the mind and such doesnt make my detestation for docs any better.
sorry this really isnt about me being transfem. i AM transfem, but that doesnt have anything to do with the rest of it.. except i cut off most people i knew even before i transitioned... just because they would no longer be part of my daily life. which sucks but i guess i did this to myself so serves me right.
anyway, im sad, tired, nostalgic and have no point. thanks for reading ._.
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not much work needed to make that work so far, but the nrepl isnt behaving properly yet, so i yet have to fix that part to have a nice janet experience in obsidian ^^'
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