The two men were once at the top of that career, but graphic designers of outrageous adverts for products bought by questionable consumers were the easiest to be replaced by AI obsessed capitalists. Unfortunately, this left roommates David and Tony two months behind on their rent and without money to replace their broken AC on the hottest year on record for the 9th consecutive year. Sweaty and broke, the two burly men will soon realize that the only thing they can really count on is each other...
My experience was even more frustrating. For my entire childhood and adolescence, I didn't have a clue that I wanted to be a girl. I didn't even consider it to be an option for a long time, nor did I ever think that could not need to live as a boy. There were signs, like feeling uncomfortable having a bare chest, hating men's changing rooms, getting jealous of my friends who got to crossdress, but I never thought that being feminine could be for me. Other people got to gender bend or be girls, but not an ugly boy like me. I needed to be a cool boy because I didn't have any choice. I could only play games as male characters because that's who I was.
It wasn't until college that I met a trans feminine person and started hanging out in trans spaces online. It low-key fucked me up that I didn't ever wish to be a girl as a kid. These trans women felt so much like me, but I could only remember hating masculinity, not wanting femininity. Never getting a chance to try it in any way was what hurt me the most. I would never have tried it unless it was encouraged and seen as a normal thing, but because I was never seen as a target for femininity by other people, I never stood a chance.
It took me like 3 years to even try dressing remotely feminine, and it was not something I initially wanted to do that much. Needless to say, I felt like an actual person around others for the first time in my entire life.
It's ok. I forgive you <3