You haven't done all of it, though, and you straight up said you don't want anyone to tell you things to help. Honestly, I'm not sure what the point of this post is other than getting you some attention
There isn't really a point if you don't want to do any work to get better. Not sure why you're in asklemmy asking about why to live and then shooting down any ways to improve your life. And this is coming from someone with chronic treatment resistant depression
It wasn't even pneumonia though, they did his scans and instead of doing anything about the things growing in his lungs they sent him home and gave him the run around
Really? Awesome time to bomb report this trash
Sir this is a meme community
Troll account or pathetic lack of self awareness 🤔
the reasoning varies from person to person but one thing it does do is make your body release dopamine which makes you feel good for a bit
someone out there will fuck you guaranteed. If you're only on grindr, try switching to a different app like growlr that specifically caters to bigger guys and chasers.
It sounds like you're being super hard on yourself and you're probably not as bad off as you feel
Bold of you to assume after 20 years anyone cares if I wake up