Understand the value of money. The buyers remorse for overpriced hardware may be unpleasant but it's a good lesson. Money doesn't buy you happiness, but it can't save you from despair. Spend wisely.
The "are forums social media?" debate has been pointlessly raging since the term "social media" first popped up.
Personally they seem pretty different to me, but I wonder if it's an age thing like if you didn't grow up with forums you maybe think of them as just another form of the same thing, whereas if you experienced both worlds you see them as very different? Idk this is just a random bedtime hypothesis.
To me anything that fosters doom scrolling is social media, so lemmy is no exception. If I were feeling like how OP describes I would certainly take a break from lemmy.
For those who think I can enjoy my PC and life. I code, design electronic devices, play with ai. But because of depression, nothing makes me happy. Only when I overdose drugs it is better. Life bbecomes more enjoable. However I can't overdose drugs every day. Sometimes I go outside, walk along a river, but it doesn't help. I still want to die.
I got out of a six year long depression 5 years ago. I went to the doctor stating I needed help, desperately. I had quite a few therapy sessions, and it wasn't very fun, but I focused on what approach seemed to have effect on my mental state and used that to break free. Totally worth it.
I don't know where it's from, but: "If you're going through hell, keep walking."
My friend still brags to me about buying the newest top tier Ti graphics card every other year and his water cooling setup, while also saying he can't afford to move out of his parent's house at 30. I spent like $400 on my graphics card, which maxes out basically every game I play. You only need high specs for the very uninspired generic triple A games that get copy and pasted every year. I'm loving Balder's Gate 3 right now without a million dollar rig.
Just want to point out that Baldurs Gate is also a triple A game, they have 400+ people working on it. There are also many amazing triple A games out there, like Cyberpunk
Budget wise it is. There's definitely great triple A games that come out that are an exception from the Far Crys and Call of Dutys. I was at least able to beat Cyberpunk on my budget with medium settings. But as a consumer, stuff like ray tracing is just a gimmick that adds absolutely nothing for me lol. It's just something people use to justify outrageous purchases imo.
To be fair if they were spending a little less on a less expensive graphics card they probably still couldn't afford to move out but they might have a bit of a nest egg to buy groceries or something in case shit gets even worse.
If this was my kid, then I’d be grateful. Not that they’re depressed but that they were this open with me. Talking about this shit with someone you love and trust makes a big difference even if they don’t want any advice.
It might sound cliché, but if this is you, have you tried doing... anything else? If this clearly isn't doing it for you?
As someone else mentioned, there's more you can do with a PC than play games, it can be creative or expanding ones own knowledge about computing. Or so something else entirely, I love sitting at my computer for hours doing whatever but sometimes just need to get out and enjoy nature for a bit. Gaming is a nice hobby, especially if you have games or a game that you really enjoy but it's not exactly meaningful or fulfilling. Treat it like watching TV.
Obviously, none of this guarantees success but continuing to do what doesn't make you happy guarantees failure.
Going out into nature, walking next to a river, or just hanging out in a part is underrated. It's nice.
It's mostly about not always doing the same thing because... well.. we get bored of it. If we were walking next to the river every day, it'd get boring and mundane. If we went bungee jumping every day, same thing. Why is gaming different?
Just have some variance in life, and don't always feel like you "have to" enjoy something because you did in the past. Chances are you would like to do something else for a little bit. I can certainly say that doing other things like hanging out in nature, or with friends, or other various fun stuff (may or may not include others), has made playing games more fun again too.
Oh I wish I had steamdeck. Handheld pc seems revolutionary. But unfortunately I don't have money anymore. I spent it all on drugs and psychiatrist. I also don't have a job. I don't even want to play. Maybe steamdevk would change that?
It's possible it could, I've heard a lot of people say that they are more interested sense they are no longer strapped to a single location (typically a desk) to play computer games, I couldn't say for sure one way or another
That being said that would be something you would probably have to figure out for yourself if it would be good for you or not, and it sounds like you have other things to work through
I only spent $650 (in one big sale) and carried my 1050Ti over. $20 case and I turned the CPU lights off. I feel this (also hit the brakes on buying things), but I gotta say it's nice that I don't use a CPU from 2009 (that I had since 2011) anymore on top of everything.
I try to sometimes maybe do stuff (variably). Like programming or polygonal art in Godot. Currently waiting for the features that I want to coalesce in the same spot, looking at Github about it. I hope 4.2 is closer to that point, and that I make some projects. It's something different at least, constructive.
Download automatic1111 and create AI art. You'll get used to the haters quickly and then you have a hobby that requires a good PC and is fun. Civitai has so many models and stuff you can try. You can even share your creations there with others or train your own model. Depending on your skills you can even get a good job opportunity in that field in near future, as AI is the new big shit. You could look into LLM too if your more into AI chat. Also there's AI supported coding tools, which is going to be another great tool on the belt of every future dev.
I didn't feel like playing anything, so I started fiddling with all the different rgb zones I put in when I used to care about that sort of thing. I used openrgb to set my lights to respond to Temp and load of CPU an GPU, so then of course I had to play something demanding to make sure it worked properly, so I found some mods for risk of rain and now I'm into it again.
I mean, I don't really read this image as describing clinical depression, it's describing getting bored with a hobby and not taking a next step to make use of the expensive equipment purchased for that hobby.
Don't come to me with this you don't understand depression shit, you don't know my life. It's a meme about wasting time with bullshit and feeling empty about it. Stop doom scrolling and make some art.
Art is in fact widely recognized as being fantastically therapeutic. Personally, art has absolutely saved my life and pulled me out of depression spirals. Embracing it as a meaning for living when things seem futile can be incredibly helpful.
What definitely won't help is being self-defeating and snarky on lemmy.