Me either. Is this a normal thing among friends? Is it even normal for couples to do? I don't know if my friends are interested in me or are just being nice.
Why am I the way I am? Why can't I just be like everyone else? I hate having learning disabilities. Every day of my life I wonder what my life could have been if I didn't have all these things wrong with me. It feels like I was never meant to be born. I hate the person I am.
Not really. It's been 70/30. I have some male friends and there pretty intimate. Always doing things like slapping my butt and giving me sexual compliments/wolf whistling at me. At first it was pretty awkward then I thought to myself "what's the problem?" There only complimenting you and there not exactly wrong😏.
But now I don't know if there just being friendly or if there flirting with me. I've had women say similar things to me before.
Thank you for your comment. NPD is such a stigmatized thing to live with I wasn't expecting anyone to be as understanding. I haven't told anyone before so it feels so nice to have this off my chest.
I have family and friends and I'm always worried about how they would react if they found out. I wonder if anyone would date someone who has NPD? If you look on online all you see are articles and videos about the dangers of NPD and how people with it are future serial killers and manipulators. I'll admit I'm not the perfect person. My narcissism is a awful thing I live with but it doesn't define me. We all have our problems and mine is a mental disorder I didn't choose to have.
Thank you for your understanding. I don't think all mental illness's are caused by trauma. I don't know where my NPD or HPD came from. I really wish I could be like everyone else. I feel like I'm being sabotaged from within.
Thanks