As a drug user I gotta say cigarettes are the worst drug. They give you the least experience, they smell awful, it's not even glamorous or cool like cocaine, kills you slowly and it's not even fun. At least if you overdose on cocaine or meth I at least know you were having one hell of a party beforehand.
Smoking weed and watching movies made me feel great although it's not a permanent solution. I have amazing friends and brothers/sisters who where always there for me.
Yeah, do less drugs, get a schedule, more time with my friends and family. I'm turning my life around, I'm spending a lot of time leaving the NEET lifestyle so I can be a better girlfriend to my future boyfriend.
A lot of browsing the internet, sites like 4chan, Reddit, Discord, Instagram, DeviantArt, Newgrounds, Fandom, MAL, TikTok, StarBound Forums and KiwiFarms. Playing games such as Halo, GTA, Minecraft, StarBound, Civilization, Doom. I did a lot of weed, hanging out with friends, couch surfing, lean, night clubs, odd jobs, psychedelics like magic mushrooms and LSD, sleeping at hotels, going to bars, sex, seeing family, went on holiday to Hawaii once, cocaine, listening to music, making YouTube videos and I tried programming at one point.
Yeah bro, your life may be total shit but have you considered just not caring about it? I mean how does the quality of your life affect you personally?
We can't. My life story is not being able to do whatever I want. I wanted to be a nurse but I didn't have the grades, I wanted to have the grades but school was too hard, I wanted to be a programmer but I just couldn't do it, I wanted to go to university but again I didn't have the grades, I wanted to read books but I don't have the attention span ect... ect... I could go on all day. All my friends from school have moved away and done better things while I'm still stuck in my childhood town. Most of my brothers and sisters are all in university or done something with there life while I'm just a NEET loser.
I understand what you're saying here. I know this may sound like a pity drag but as a female I get a lot of compliments which I have a love/hate relationship with as sometimes they can be pretty lewd and it gets exhausting after a while having so much attention all the time. I noticed people checking me out sometimes and clothes most people can wear look indecent on me. Things like shorts, yoga pants, tight jeans and even sweat pants. I remember this time the teacher made me stay after class and told me to stop wearing jeans and yoga pants to school as according to him it was "distracting"💀. The summer time is hard for me as things most other people can wear like both swimsuits and bikinis look "inappropriate" on me.
It used to make me uncomfortable the thought of so many people looking at me but I thought about it and now I don't really care. 1) you can't exactly blame them 😏 2) I'm not above this behaviour.
The whole profession of artist isn't going to be profitable in the next 10 years. With things like AI if you have a particular fetish it's better not to awkwardly ask some guy on the internet who you will eventually have to give all your personal information to rather than just use an AI so as no one will ever have to know.
Thank you for your comment. We need more people like you. People who can see past my diagnosis and understand that I'm a person with flaws like anyone else.
I understand what you're saying. I wish I was never born to begin with but life could be better. I mean, whatever the world descends to it doesn't matter if you live on a private island in the Caribbean or Oceania.
As a drug user I gotta say cigarettes are the worst drug. They give you the least experience, they smell awful, it's not even glamorous or cool like cocaine, kills you slowly and it's not even fun. At least if you overdose on cocaine or meth I at least know you were having one hell of a party beforehand.