I don't know what you mean. Personality disorders aren't like phases you go through after a little while. There permanent lifelong conditions you have regardless of your circumstance
I'm not the therapist so couldn't tell you what let to the diagnosis and I didn't realize there was anything wrong with until I went to therapy for suicidal thoughts
Vaporwave... It was cool for like 2 minutes in 2015 but it got old very quick. Just get any 80s song and slow it down on some free audio software. In a lot of ways it could be seen as a precursor to other trash like nightcore or breakcore.
I don't know who's going to disagree with you on this other then multi-million dollar corporations. I never liked ads I remember when I was a kid DVDs used to make you watch a bunch of stupid ads before playing the thing you paid for.
The term 'NEET' was created by the British government surprisingly enough and was later adopted by 4Chan. As I said in the post NEET stands for "Not (in) Employment, Education or Training". NEET to me was a subculture and a lifestyle. I don't have anything else going for me and there wasn't any opportunities anyway so it just made sense to become a NEET. I didn't have any motivation for a long time but recently I have given all of my attention to this guy I'm in love with so I can be a better partner. I got a job to make some money and I'm going to the gym to make myself look sexier for him. A big part of motivation is having someone to work for and until him I didn't have that. He's the only thing in my worth working for.
As a drug user I gotta say cigarettes are the worst drug. They give you the least experience, they smell awful, it's not even glamorous or cool like cocaine, kills you slowly and it's not even fun. At least if you overdose on cocaine or meth I at least know you were having one hell of a party beforehand.
Smoking weed and watching movies made me feel great although it's not a permanent solution. I have amazing friends and brothers/sisters who where always there for me.
Yeah, do less drugs, get a schedule, more time with my friends and family. I'm turning my life around, I'm spending a lot of time leaving the NEET lifestyle so I can be a better girlfriend to my future boyfriend.
A lot of browsing the internet, sites like 4chan, Reddit, Discord, Instagram, DeviantArt, Newgrounds, Fandom, MAL, TikTok, StarBound Forums and KiwiFarms. Playing games such as Halo, GTA, Minecraft, StarBound, Civilization, Doom. I did a lot of weed, hanging out with friends, couch surfing, lean, night clubs, odd jobs, psychedelics like magic mushrooms and LSD, sleeping at hotels, going to bars, sex, seeing family, went on holiday to Hawaii once, cocaine, listening to music, making YouTube videos and I tried programming at one point.
I had a crush on him for a year now and we've been dating for the last four weeks. Nothing is official yet but I like to think he's my BF❤️