Hey so when I was like a 11 I had pinched this baby to make it cry and I knew it would cry and then I did the same thing to a toddler at my church one time. And then like one time I was playing with another girl who was younger in kind of like an older brother to sister kind of way and I was holding one of her legs and lifted it up. But she was wearing a skirt and her underwear has kinda shown. . I wouldn’t dare do any of this today. I am now 21 and it never bothered me until now, and I just hope I’m not a bad person.
I once dropped a puppy to see if it would land on its feet.
I was four.
Children have to learn/develop empathy. It's ok that you lacked it at one point. It's wonderful you have it today. Never listen to anyone who says it's a sin.
I kicked another kid in the face, pulled a girls hair, pissed on someone's car, threw stones at windows, stole other kids toys, all before the age of 8.
All bad things that I now know were wrong. But I was a child. As were you, so it's nothing to worry about if you recognise your wrongdoings.
Recognise that your feelings of guilt are signs of maturity and growth. If you looked back with no issue then I would be concerned. But that's not the case.
Try not to dwell on things that happened a decade+ ago. You're not the same person. Learn from it and move on.
I'd say you're a pretty good person. Taking responsibility and accountability for your past actions and learning from them is a good thing.
You did shitty things. We've all done wrong at some point in our lives. As long as you're actively trying to be better today than you were yesterday, you're alright.