(I did not pee myself)

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• Some pickup lines to use "at your own risk" (these are paraphrased by me and I feel like I forgot some): I'm peace and I want to be with you; I was reading the book of Numbers and realized yours isn't in there; [some well known historical guy] had many wives because he didn't meet you; Bible says to feed hungry and give drink to thirsty so how about I take you to Chipotle; [something about rosary...] you can be my joyful mysteries for 5 decades
  • Someone said Chipotle isn't good, then the friar ask for a different place, and I wish I came up with the response "my basement" quicker so I could say it 😔
• Some guys struggle with connecting with other guys, then they just be with girls, and their lack of male friendships led to something (emotional sharing or something like that) being excessive with girls
• Better connection with men allows better connection with women
• Men should talk to each other about personal struggles, including struggling with chastity
• We should be "intentional" in seeking these friendships (in other words, try to develop male friendships)
• Important reminder of the different levels of friendship (pleasure, utility, virtuous)
• Differences between men and women, not very relevant here
• Just like metal sharpens metal, men strengthen each other (from Bible if I recall correctly)
• "The sharper we are, the more dangerous we are" (not in a bad way)
• Deep friendships can be falsely seen as homosexuality, but they are actually completely good and non-sexual
  • He said that John leaning on Jesus's chest was not sexual

In retrospect, God definitely guided me to go to this talk. Naturally, it was more likely that I would go to another event instead or use the time to work on assignments.

It's possible that God broke\* my laptop's motherboard to make me come to this talk. Maybe I will explain this in a post in a different community.

\*very indirectly, but saying it this way is so funny

Edit: added source

Screenshot on the right is part of my dating profile

Using the iPod controls sounds like a requirement from Terry Davis's auditory hallucinations of God

1. I upgraded pipewire from stable to backports (I want to know if this is related to my problem why essential packages were removed)

``` Start-Date: 2024-09-18 14:59:02 Commandline: apt install libpipewire-0.3-0/bookworm-backports Requested-By: dullbananas (1000) Install: libpulsedsp:amd64 (16.1+dfsg1-2+b1, automatic), pulseaudio:amd64 (16.1+dfsg1-2+b1, automatic), pulseaudio-utils:amd64 (16.1+dfsg1-2+b1, automatic), libasound2-plugins:amd64 (1.2.7.1-1, automatic), policykit-1-gnome:amd64 (0.105-8, automatic), pulseaudio-module-bluetooth:amd64 (16.1+dfsg1-2+b1, automatic), libspeexdsp1:amd64 (1.2.1-1, automatic) Upgrade: libspa-0.2-modules:amd64 (0.3.65-3+deb12u1, 1.2.3-1~bpo12+1), libpipewire-0.3-0:amd64 (0.3.65-3+deb12u1, 1.2.3-1~bpo12+1) Remove: pipewire-pulse:amd64 (0.3.65-3+deb12u1), pipewire-audio-client-libraries:amd64 (0.3.65-3+deb12u1), t2-apple-audio-dsp-speakers161:amd64 (0.2.0-1), gnome:amd64 (1:43+1), gnome-remote-desktop:amd64 (43.3-1), pipewire:amd64 (0.3.65-3+deb12u1), gnome-shell-extensions:amd64 (43.1-1), gnome-shell:amd64 (43.9-0+deb12u2), pipewire-tests:amd64 (0.3.65-3+deb12u1), gdm3:amd64 (43.0-3), libspa-0.2-jack:amd64 (0.3.65-3+deb12u1), libspa-0.2-bluetooth:amd64 (0.3.65-3+deb12u1), pipewire-jack:amd64 (0.3.65-3+deb12u1), gstreamer1.0-pipewire:amd64 (0.3.65-3+deb12u1), t2-apple-audio-dsp-mic:amd64 (0.4.0-1), pipewire-audio:amd64 (0.3.65-3+deb12u1), pipewire-bin:amd64 (0.3.65-3+deb12u1), chrome-gnome-shell:amd64 (42.1-3), task-gnome-desktop:amd64 (3.73), gnome-session:amd64 (43.0-1+deb12u1), gnome-browser-connector:amd64 (42.1-3), gnome-core:amd64 (1:43+1), libpipewire-0.3-modules:amd64 (0.3.65-3+deb12u1), wireplumber:amd64 (0.4.13-1), gnome-shell-extension-prefs:amd64 (43.9-0+deb12u2), pipewire-alsa:amd64 (0.3.65-3+deb12u1) End-Date: 2024-09-18 14:59:35

Start-Date: 2024-09-18 14:59:43 Commandline: apt install libpipewire-0.3-modules/bookworm-backports Requested-By: dullbananas (1000) Install: libconfig++9v5:amd64 (1.5-0.4, automatic), libxml++2.6-2v5:amd64 (2.40.1-3, automatic), libpipewire-0.3-modules:amd64 (1.2.3-1~bpo12+1), libffado2:amd64 (2.4.7-1, automatic) End-Date: 2024-09-18 14:59:48

Start-Date: 2024-09-18 14:59:57 Commandline: apt install pipewire/bookworm-backports Requested-By: dullbananas (1000) Install: pipewire:amd64 (1.2.3-1~bpo12+1), pipewire-bin:amd64 (1.2.3-1~bpo12+1, automatic), wireplumber:amd64 (0.4.13-1, automatic) End-Date: 2024-09-18 15:00:02 ```

2. I suspended the computer, and after resume, the lock screen was broken:

• When I clicked on the password field, the text cursor only appeared for a split second, and I could not type in it
• Clicking on the user switch button on the bottom right corner did nothing
• A few times, the text "Authentication error" randomly appeared for a split second, probably for 1 frame !
• No way to reboot the normal way, because I could only use the power menu on the lock screen, which only has suspend

3. I used the power button to reboot, and instead of GNOME, there was darkness ``` Debian GNU/Linux 12 dullbananas-macbookpro161 tty1

dullbananas-macbookpro161 login: ```

4. I downgraded pipewire to stable Start-Date: 2024-09-18 15:20:16 Commandline: apt install pipewire/stable Requested-By: dullbananas (1000) Downgrade: pipewire:amd64 (1.2.3-1~bpo12+1, 0.3.65-3+deb12u1), pipewire-bin:amd64 (1.2.3-1~bpo12+1, 0.3.65-3+deb12u1), libspa-0.2-modules:amd64 (1.2.3-1~bpo12+1, 0.3.65-3+deb12u1), libpipewire-0.3-modules:amd64 (1.2.3-1~bpo12+1, 0.3.65-3+deb12u1), libpipewire-0.3-0:amd64 (1.2.3-1~bpo12+1, 0.3.65-3+deb12u1) End-Date: 2024-09-18 15:20:26

5. I ran dpkg --verify and got this output ??5?????? /lib/modules/6.10.9-1-t2-bookworm/modules.alias ??5?????? /lib/modules/6.10.9-1-t2-bookworm/modules.alias.bin ??5?????? /lib/modules/6.10.9-1-t2-bookworm/modules.dep ??5?????? /lib/modules/6.10.9-1-t2-bookworm/modules.dep.bin missing /usr/share/dbus-1/services/io.snapcraft.Prompt.service ??5?????? c /etc/systemd/logind.conf ??5?????? c /etc/tlp.conf ??5?????? /lib/modules/6.10.8-1-t2-bookworm/modules.alias ??5?????? /lib/modules/6.10.8-1-t2-bookworm/modules.alias.bin ??5?????? /lib/modules/6.10.8-1-t2-bookworm/modules.dep ??5?????? /lib/modules/6.10.8-1-t2-bookworm/modules.dep.bin ??5?????? c /etc/gdm3/daemon.conf missing /etc/os-release.debootstrap ??5?????? /lib/modules/6.10.7-1-t2-bookworm/modules.alias ??5?????? /lib/modules/6.10.7-1-t2-bookworm/modules.alias.bin ??5?????? /lib/modules/6.10.7-1-t2-bookworm/modules.dep ??5?????? /lib/modules/6.10.7-1-t2-bookworm/modules.dep.bin

6. I reinstalled systemd (not sure if this made a difference) Start-Date: 2024-09-18 15:48:58 Commandline: apt install --reinstall systemd Requested-By: dullbananas (1000) Reinstall: systemd:amd64 (252.30-1~deb12u2) End-Date: 2024-09-18 15:49:02

7. I reinstalled gdm3, and immediately without me doing anything else, there was GNOME instead of darkness Start-Date: 2024-09-18 15:51:49 Commandline: apt install --reinstall gdm3 Requested-By: dullbananas (1000) Install: gnome-remote-desktop:amd64 (43.3-1, automatic), gnome-shell:amd64 (43.9-0+deb12u2, automatic), power-profiles-daemon:amd64 (0.12-1+b1, automatic), gdm3:amd64 (43.0-3), gstreamer1.0-pipewire:amd64 (0.3.65-3+deb12u1, automatic), chrome-gnome-shell:amd64 (42.1-3, automatic), gnome-session:amd64 (43.0-1+deb12u1, automatic), gnome-browser-connector:amd64 (42.1-3, automatic), gnome-shell-extension-prefs:amd64 (43.9-0+deb12u2, automatic) Remove: tlp:amd64 (1.5.0-2), tlp-rdw:amd64 (1.5.0-2) End-Date: 2024-09-18 15:52:05

8. End of class

9. I reinstalled tlp because installing gdm3 removed it

10. After selecting an app search result, instead of a new window opening, an existing window was focused, and this led to me discovering that my built-in extensions were gone

11. While writing this post, I got the idea of using the list of removed packages in the apt history log output from apt install libpipewire-0.3-0/bookworm-backports to see what packages to install again, so I did that, then I also had to uninstall firefox-esr again

12. I rebooted, and my built-in extensions and other stuff were resurrected, so now I have full redemption

13. Another Window Session Manager restored my windows in a way that pissed me off

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(Failed attempts of recovery are not listed)

Edit: actually I made the mistake 1 minute before the start of class

I think it's better to have a chance to use the stuff I wrote in real life conversations before I post them here, especially if the people I talk to are subscribed to this community.

I will do this privately for now, and later I will probably choose a delay duration for posting.

I came up with this idea today

• In Introduction to Engineering class, we had to come up with a Lego piece and describe it using precise requirements, and some of mine were: the piece shall be made out of gold, and the piece shall smell like popcorn.
• Today for the first time I attended a meeting at a club called YouthMappers, and what they will do is contribute to OpenStreetMap, which is mostly tracing satellite imagery, and one of them, maybe jokingly, they suggested that at the next meeting we bring the food or music of the place we're mapping something in.
• At Subway, I did meal exchange, which our meal plans provide as an alternative to paying for the meal, and it has its own very restricted menu. And when I went to checkout, I was told to get a bottled soda or water, and I got Smart Water, and I was told to get Dasani instead. This is communism.
• I was walking to Subway and suddenly I came up with a cool idea. Basically at the end of every day I will write about the most interesting parts of the day so I can get better at having things to talk about in real life. And I made a Lemmy community called Personal Storytelling Practice where people can do that in public posts.

Debian

No I did not completely fix suspend, it sometimes breaks wifi

Is there a way to release a work under a copyleft license without preventing other people from sharing a copy of it on YouTube (only allows selecting standard YouTube license or permissive Creative Commons license) and similar platforms?

I just realized that a lot of my personal improvement in understanding the formation of romantic relationships can be described as discerning the boundary between what's common and what social norms require. When there were too many things that are in the common category but were not known by me to be in it, I could not always be myself, and I had a narrow view of the acceptable paths I could take (which was especially bad in my situation with girl 4, in which none of the truly socially acceptable paths (including abandoning the situation) were part of what I thought I could do).