[鳳凰院 凶真 Hououin Kyouma]|[alt: 黃家駒 Wong Ka Kui] @ DeathByBigSad @sh.itjust.works

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I know right.

I just started listening to music and I started writing my own poems/lyrics and it feels better than anything "therapy" ever did.

kinky 🤤

Not OP, but someone could be possibly living in an authoritarian government or in a backsliding-democracy/hybrid-regime. Not everyone lives in a free democracy.

Lol, Little Red Books are next. Soon, we'd be doing struggle sessions.

I mean its hard when you want to seek help, but all that is in the eyes of people that claims they are trying to help you, all that's in the eyes is 🤑 fucking dollar signs, how to charge you the most.

(I'm talking about therapy/psychaitry)

There is English subsitles for clarification, I was saying I don't need them because I was trying to brag lolz.

Um yea... sort of...

My mom said "Us" is the family, "them" is everyone else.

Nah, with that abusive individual you call my "older brother" and y'all as my parents? Nah, I'm good, fam. I'd rather make my own solo team.

But now I have trust-issues so I can't really form a "team" with anyone.

isn't that just 2 potatoes?

something’s finally going right it immediately gets undercut and everything falls apart

This is so me 💀

Life is going a bit smoothly? Boom bullying, difficult assignment, test, shitty teacher, parents lash out, political problems, oops chemical spill leaked into your city's water supply (actually happened), a FUCKING PLANE CRASHED within a 10 mile radius of me, fire on your street, random dude crashing into parked cars on your street (wtf), a fucking global pandemic, civil unrest, suppression of protests, insurrection/coup attempt... etc... etc...

SARS CoV 3: 'Murica Boogaloo

Except this is just me, alone in my apartment, going insane.

Username checks out xD

I predicted someone would make a brand new account after the timestamp of my original post just to comment on the thread lol 🤔

Universe, are you trolling me?

I vote for 碌柒 (67) Rule

But because the separation of power and diffusion of power makes it harder for a pleb like me to do the bribery, while a rich person can just buy all 3 branches of government.

OMG as a PRC-born American Citizen, this is so relatable. Literally you can have a second child in China during One Child Policy, and as long as you somehow (like idk ask friend to borrow money maybe, or just work overtime a lot) managed to find the money to pay "fines" (which I'd consider effectively a "bribe"), your child can get legal status. Money solves problems, literally.

I thought it said Lotus of Control and I was 'bout to grab a flamethrower ready to burn some flower down.

Part of it.

But even if they were good parents, I'd still feel like its scripted because of other factors.

Because my "backstory" (I mean might as well use this word since I'm talking as if this is a simulated world), in general, is so fucking bizzare it doesn't feel real.

I get the feel that OP just spend a lot of time in social circles with a lot of racists.

Try Cantonese Popular Music in the 70s/80s/90s (I heard a few random modern ones and the modern ones suck ass lyric wise lol)

Look up Wong Ka Kui, Andy Lau.

海闊天空：https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qu_FSptjRic (Sounds amazing to me as a native Cantonese speaker)

Tonal language is very unique, I like them (yes maybe I'm biased since I speak one of these tonal languages)

I think Vietnamese sounds kinda like an alt-universe version of Cantonese, the tones are so similar, but most words don't make sense to me. Cantonese people and Vietnamese people kinda descended from a common ancestor in... not that long ago in the past (relative to the entire human history). Vietnamese sounds so cool tho, I mean I think the nasal sounds are a bit too "extra" compared to Cantonese, but it sounds cool.