open me

expose this fear

flesh to take

will to break

violate this shell

this body hated

a subhuman toy

for all to enjoy

i'm tired of feeling discontent

i am my anger's place to vent

i have no goals for which to try

and when i'm lonely i wonder why

i have been fucked by swollen hate

i coax my anger with bitter bait

i sink away admit defeat

who wants this piece of rotting meat

it seems no matter how i try

it all amounts to nothing

i'm begging me to die

i'm begging me to die

die (x8)