those slow motion Phlox sequences were really something
The one where she loses her betazoid powers for a couple of days and proceeds to completely lose her shit and try to resign before without even trying to wait to see if it will come back in a couple weeks or months or long enough to see betazoid doctor about it. 🤣
from the album Violence Corporation (DeLuxe remastered)

So, depict why I am sitting here.
Casting this issue into my face, There is rancour in words, Pain in eyes. Running time Count hopelessness down. The room that I can’t recognise the forks In. Either the bullshit recalling man’s Happiness reminiscences is mocking on me.
So why am I here in? Who’s the one willing this?
Life is a journey. No way to stand. Though who has thrown me in to the train? Shot in to grieving torture. Screwing Thread in to my mind. Unwanted
So, depict why I am sitting here.
Miseries. Don’t wanna watch the show But should sit here. With the reservation Ticket in palm. Somebody thrusts that to me. Somebody thrusts.
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We close our eyes and look in opposite direction
We ignore the threats and hope they'll go away
We refuse to pay attention to the dangers we create
In the name of our fathers we kill our children
We wait and think that we are biding our time
We keep silent, we believe in our strength
We trust in propaganda of the wonders of tomorrow
In the shadow of contempt we are victims in the end
We dance to the sound of sirens
We watch genocide to relax
We dance to the sound of sirens
We are the heroes of self-deception
We are nailed to the ground, frozen in our movements
We listen while the sirens sound, speaking of improvements
We have anger in our souls that waits to be released
In the chill of fear we're petrified and useless when it counts
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A lesson Not digging in my heart, no A disease Not fitting with my kind, no
Don't you tell me Don't you tell me To fight this sickness!
Not bringing in my home, no I fear Not pleasing in my kind, no
Don't you tell me Don't you tell me Well alright!
(guitar solo)
Staaaahp It's screaming in my mind, oh This sickness This sickness, sickness Breeds in me (breeds in me)
Don't you tell me Don't yout tell me Don't you tell me Don't you tell me To fight this sickness!
I have rewatched the killing scene so many times I've lost count now. It's the best part of Voyager. It makes me happy every time she sets it right.
"People don't have to come from other worlds, to control life, here on earth"
from the album Decay Section + Regulation

Dickhead officer Decide your fate
Authority abuse In the name of the state
Systemic infection
Question intention
Pale shin against dark skin Teeth bared sadistic grin Homicide from the side Sworn to protect
Sworn to protect!
Phalanx formation Rubber bullet crime
Tear gas negotiation Mask mantle eyes
Systemic oppression Age old paradigm
Face down execution
Dripping brutalize
Dripping brutalize
Civilian persecution
Shined shield absolution
Explain away Bodycam evidence
Perpetuate
The black experience
Pepper spray press suppress Revealing belligerence
Weapons clack and ring sounding a warning of grave consequence
Phalanx formation Rubber bullet crime
Tear gas negotiation
Mask mantle eyes
Systemic oppression Age old paradigm
Face down execution
Dripping brutalize
Dripping brutalize
Time honored tradition
Age old affliction
Rootling and snorting
Glazed donut high
Glazed donut high
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Scott Sturgis, perhaps better known for his powernoise project Converter
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I wanna be a creature Before humanity is on earth No hate, no wars, no ignorance, no force
Only one with mother earth No sorrow escorts us from our birth Be a bridge over the river of love
From justice to happiness Set up by the hands of freedom From justice to happiness Set up by the hands of freedom
Fed up by the hands of freedom
Yet wishes could be true Don't turn away, it could be you The answer will roar at us If we listen into ourselves We twaddle since centuries About justice and peace We're living in a material world Supported through avarice Mendacity is so alive We conceal love and light
Today we're abusing Animals and nature To enrich ourselves To enrich ourselves
We're sleeping so deep While the bomb is ticking We pity ourselves While the fear is kicking
We're sleeping so deep While the bomb is ticking We pity ourselves While the fear is kicking
Now it's time for the world To see a man with open eyes Now it's time to realize We tell ourselves the best of lies Now it's time to see the fact We all are the unity Now it's time for us To deliberate our aim To deliberate our aim
No hate No wars No ignorance No politics No pain No force No weapons No oppression No sorrow No chemicals No dust No leaders No violence No dust No leaders No leaders
Now it's time for the world To see a man with open eyes Now it's time to realize We tell ourselves the best of lies Now it's time to see the fact We all are the unity Now it's time for us To liberate our aim
Now it's time for the world To see a man with open eyes Now it's time to realize We tell ourselves the best of lies Now it's time to see the fact We all are the unity Now it's time for us To liberate our aim
To liberate our aim To liberate our aim To liberate our aim
Now it's time Now Now
See that aim See that aim
Now it's time For the world To see a man With open eyes Oh, with open eyes
Down to 27, that's inspiring! I hope one day I can keep it that low. 🥹
He lives each day like it's his last (...day to ruin Star Trek)
It's very much their classic gothic rock sound from their early days.
Not the slightest inkling of witch house, which is an entirely different genre and style.
he was also the Technomancer leader in Babylon 5
I'm sure O'Brien would have no problem recovering it
what they mean by that is, "thank god they learned to mask the problem so they stop inconveniencing us"
Hm and here I thought new trek was bad because of weak and lazy story writing, including blatant inconsistencies with old trek and 'burning' the original cannon in order to avoid being accountable to it. 🤔
so many times I drove to work and had... no memory of driving there as I got out of my car.
thankfully I work from home now 🤣
Cat wanted many treats. I am on way, way too much medication. I can see through time. Send help. 😳
The Cure are considered Post-Punk, sometimes even New Wave. It depends on the era of their music.
Sisters tend to fit into in the genre known as Gothic Rock, which is uniquely different it's sound.
Souxie is more on the Post-Punk side, but understand it's not unusual for bands to cross genres as they aren't trying to be a specific genre, they are the product of their influences and creativity.
There are stylistic distinctions as well as differences in musical origins that separate lots of music which still gets grouped into the generalized term of "goth".
To the people who are passionate about music, knowing and representing those distinctions is often important.
I can relate to this, infact in addition to these experiences I have chronic muscle pain from tension which primarily comes from being in contact with others.
Being isolated and in control of my environment has been pretty much the only way to minimize it.
As for which of the causes you described are behind the energy drain; for me being perceived automatically turns on what feels like a background awareness that cannot be turned off until no one is there.
I consider masking to be part of this awareness; a self-defense mechanism that we learn early in our development to protect ourselves from harm by calculating how we react in order to minimize potential harm. In those situations it is impossible to feel entirely safe because we cannot control our environment and if we won't react carefully we might end up with even more interaction we desperately don't want.
Perhaps it is similar in nature to how something that lives in the wild has to maintain a constant awareness to avoid being caught off guard and potentially killed. An activation of fight-or-flight/primitive brain centers in the brain.
That is one source of energy drain in itself
There is also the energy drain from the much higher amount of sensory input we are being fed from our brains having many more synapses than those without autism. We can't simply filter out or ignore everything we are receiving, there's simply too much of it. It has to be stopped at the source before it can become sensory input. Isolation is the easiest way to accomplish this.
IBU is great. The side project of one of the two guys is good too. Templar? something like that
Dewulf + Ivens has been great every time. (although I miss Ivan Iusco's Nightmare Lodge influences on Concrete Jungle)
Dewulf's solo industrial Mildreda isn't bad either.
However I still like the original Suicide Commando version of WDWGFH with Dirk's vocals better.