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I LOVE TO CONTINUALLY MAKE MY LOVED ONES UPSET OR HURT AND HAVE NO IDEA WHY OR HOW! SO I CANT EVEN PROPERLY APOLOGIZE FOR IT BECAUSE I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGHHHJJJJJ!!!!!!!