I didn't read any of that. Why would I be interested in pointers from someone who came into this discussion being rude and insulting to me and then continued while also lying to me repeatedly, including about me to me?
I get that you suddenly realized you were talking down to someone significantly inferior to you, but this desperate attempt to make up for it isn't going to work. Sorry.
Thank you for proving my point. You didn't actually care, you were trying to save face because you realized you were talking to someone you are infinitely superior to, and now that you've realized that didn't work, you've gone back to your original level of hateful comments.
And that's fine. I deserve the hateful comments. I don't deserve the lying. If you had just stuck to hating me like most people, it would have been fine.
How does anything I said prove that I was lying? How could I do anything to prove that I was or was not lying about that? I can't, there is no evidence I could provide that would prove what is in my heart.
If I said "I was actually lying", that statement could be a lie.
You proved you were lying by immediately going back from "I care" to hating me. I mean what more proof is necessary?
You don't need to pretend or lie about caring. It's fine. I can even give you my personal details so you can enjoy my obituary in four years when the kid turns 18.
Same thing with hating. It is something only I can know. There is no evidence I can give to prove to you that I do or do not hate you. You should read the long post I wrote, you might find some helpful stuff in there.
You hate me because you know of my existence. Like everyone else. And I don't want your help. I want to get my daughter out of this country and safely to adulthood and then make the world a better place by removing myself from the equation.
I am sorry my dude. My brain doesn't work like that, weather or not you believe me is immaterial. I wish you luck. I hope you know or eventually know that your value is intrinsic and not tied to anything you do or accomplish. The same thing is true about your daughter as you already know.
Also watch out for the negative self-talk. Words are powerful and using them negatively on your self is devastating.
I want you to get strong so you can kick my ass (In discussion) later. There are lots of things that I don't know that I don't know, that you know. I will need your help to get educated and stronger. It is hard to come by good arguments.
Why do you think I care what you want when you have been nothing but rude and hostile and insulting to me apart from this and one other post?
Also, not knowing things about me didn't seem to stop you before from repeatedly telling me how I think I'm a special and exceptional person even though that's a lie.
Also also, considering it took you multiple comments to even give enough of a shit to notice that it wasn't my library and I didn't have anything to do with it, I don't believe you wish me luck.
Unless you mean the luck of me offing myself on the first try in four years, which I will thank you for. I'd hate to have to try more than once.