I get why you would feel like a bad person. You stole and that's easily considered wrong. Feeling bad about that is natural.

I think you are allowed room for mistakes. And if something is a habit it is good to be kind to yourself. Cleaning up a long held bad habit can take longer than we expect.

My advice is that sometimes we realize we want to live differently, and that's awesome. You obviously want to give back and be kind to people. You are also very young and impulse control is a bitch. It doesn't finish developing till late 20s.

You'll make more mistakes in the future. You'll realize you've hurt people and that's okay, that's life. Just keep adjusting and don't be too hard on yourself.

We can organize easier and for things we wouldn't have even known were happening in the past. The Internet and our understand of how to interact with it is not very mature. That takes generational knowledge imo. Things are more chaotic and unprecedented than ever, and we at least have the opportunity to be more informed than at any other time in history. I think we can learn from the past and even if we fail we'll hopefully have helped future generations by giving them a good case study.

We aren't there, but imagine a world where ideas aren't owned. Where you aren't hurt by someone else using your work. Where we all benefit from innovation and reuse.

Yeah the more I learn history the I feel we are in an imperfect but exceptionally opportune time.

We doin wall sized screens now? No monitor that would fit on my desk needs 8k. I swear you gotta take a microscope to 4k to see the pixels.

Edit: can't we just do VR instead of building bigger screens? Seems cheaper.

That was interesting to read up on. Homie has some absolutely wild ideas. I saw a diagram that mentioned Socrates, the Clinton's, Einstein, and Jesus. Doesn't read like he was trying to control folks but I got no clue how he got there lmao.

I can't really tell if they are inside or on top of the sand grains. The sand is from a reservoir near me, so all the little guys are in water. Water apparently feels more viscous the smaller you are.

Are you trying to say that people being fired from Nvidia is more important than egg prices? Maybe let me check how many employees they have. Seems to be about 30k. Idk man comparing human experiences at this scale gets pretty sticky. Maybe it's just confirmation bias, but egg prices and by extension grocery prices are probably more important to the average person. Infact they even affect Nvidia employees that are fired.

I appreciate the support.

Well since 50% of Americans don't own stocks and 93% is owned by the top 10%, eggs definitely affect the average person more.

Just the dirt and water near me. Lots of fellas in there. You can check out some of my previous posts I've posted some videos.

My newest video uses the new camera.

I think ya went a little wide there homie. I'm sorry if you have had bad experiences but like I feel a little offended. Chan Zen is pretty anti indoctrination. Many Zen masters refused students and needed to be begged to teach.

Ooo if you are actually interested, the tradition of Chan Zen definitely has more to say than that. I see how Soto Zen may be seen that way with its intense focus on meditation. Also Soto Zen is way more known in the west than Chan.

Finally

I got a new camera for my microscope!!! More detail on all the little fellas.

What would make you happy?

Heck yeah, this is great

This would change everything.

Thanks!

I've never looked that close, but now that I have I'm on your side.