Narri N. (they/them) @ narr1 @lemmy.ml

I have a trauma-based personality disorder, which sometimes manifests itsel

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Because it's often real fucking scary? My every past (often futile and misguided) attempt at forming a (stricly monogamous cishet) relationship ended for one reason (me) or another (the other half). I have been hurt by myself and others, by my own feelings or the other's or the lack thereof from either. Now I live together with an incredible woman who gets me and I get her and our futures have so far seemed well aligned and stuff and I never have to fear to be judged or ridiculed by her unlike in previous attemps and I know she trusts me (and I trust her when she says so) as well. And yet still I find myself fearing: what if she'll just stop loving me because of xyz? Because everyone else has left so far (sure I might have personally driven away a few because of my fears and insecurities, and maladaptations or other toxicities, but I've grown from those times emotionally). It's real scary to open your shell and be at your most vunerable, but it is also required. Not everyone can be expected at any point to be able to do it just like that.

That's my two cents.

No. I decided to go with StremioOS which didn't work (like many others online had noticed also), but digging deeper it turned out to just be a custom LineageOS AndroidTV setup. So I downloaded that dev's fork of it and installed it on to the RBPi SSD, and then installed the Stremio APK for AndroidTV on that and got it to work that way. These are the hoops I mentioned. This was good actually, because then I could just install a SmartTube APK on the same OS and got that sweet adblock and SponsorBlock action on Youtube that I had hoped for in the beginning. Also learned to use SSH which was way less complicated on (W)LAN than I had initially assumed. Now I guess we're just waiting for Google to complete the death knell of Android, at which point I'll have to find another way of setting up this service for us. But as it stands we should manage. Again, thank you. You specifically, and those few other folks who replied to my incoherent question straight away.

Alright, after jumping through some hoops on the OS-side I managed to get everything working almost exactly the way I wanted with this guide. Thank you so much!

War, what is it good for? A few individuals' paychecks and testing out the latest man-killing toys on live targets, it seems. Ghoulish behaviour smh

my name is Narri Nautala and I approve this message!

no se, eipä ne ole tähänkään asti haitanneet kuin aina kaupoissa asioidessa. Pään työntäminen puskaan ei edelleenkään estä kapitalistisen tuotannon olemassaoloa, mutta yksi kaunis päivä punaisempi huomen valaisee meidän kaikkien kasvoja...

Israelin käytös todistaa että etnonationalismi tekee juutalaisestakin natsin.

voi helvetin vittu mä vihaan tätä maata, olisi oikeasti pitänyt yrittää edes tappaa stubb eilen kun vieraili paikkakunnalla vaikka sitten henkilökohtaisen katarsiksen vuoksi. eipä se syytettynä olo ja tutkintavankeus muuttaisi olemistani valvonta- ja holhousyhteiskunnassa merkittävästi (eipä).

iltapulu: vittu mitä paskaa

This seems a good answer, let's go with this!

it seems to me that people are arguing over semantics why it shouldn't be listed as a "logical fallacy". kinda reminds me of people arguing about semantics on why i shouldn't call people nazis when they're not actually members of the NSDAP. fucking infuriating.

...ere the titans get hungry.

Dwarf Fortress represent my personal brand of Autism best

based on personal experience, and due to personal reasons, i believe the world actually did end on 2012 and i am in hell. but only occasionally, because personal things got better and it's just capitalism.

Minimaalinen leivänmuru läpinäkyvyydestä köyhille työläisille hallituksen kapitalistisen propagandakoneiston tärkeimmältä työkalulta. 0/5 ei jatkoon.

i love everything about this thread and just wanted to upvote everything here so far because of loving vibes, and so i did.

that fucking fat fuck, pissing into everyone else's cereal

yeah mostly applicable to the c-suite in most cases now that i think of it :D and also yeah i thought you were the OP in my reply, sry

well yeah, the argument kinda falls apart when you apply it to yourself. in any case referring to ideologies in order to not have to apologize when you've screamed at a fellow worker seems kinda weird to me, because i've never really thought "all managers are enemies" or whatever, seems really needlessly extreme and shortsighted to direct your animosity towards this person in particular. just go apologize and go on with your life.

the capitalists are the enemy not other workers. an easy way of distinguishing capitalists at a workplace and within said workplace's hierarchy is asking a question: "would the workplace function were they not to come to work one day?" and if the answer is no, then they aren't a capitalist. based on this text i'd say you probably should strive to clear the air between the two of you, if for nothing else than to make working there less shitty for screaming at a nice lady who just works there.

Itse löysin vastauksena samaan kysymykseen Kuuban, mutku oon laiska (ja muita terveydellisiä ja sosiaalisia syitä). Mutta jokatapauksessa mikä tahansa sosialismimaa sopinee (Kiina, Kuuba, Laos, Vietnam ja "Pohjois"-Korea nyt ensin tulee mieleen, toki Korean kanssa tulisi suurimpia ongelmia yleisen maailmantilanteenkin takia). Itsellä tämän lapsesta asti opetetun maailmankuvan päinvastaisuuden (kommunismi ei toimi/muutos on mahdotonta) hyväksyminen on edelleen vähän hankalaa, mutta suosittelen silti tutustumaan teoriapohjaan ennen kuin tuomitsee ajatusta.