Is it that difficult to change your major? You are in in your first year. You may have wasted a year of school but you know physics does not make you happy.
I noticed the second thing you mentioned was writing. Writing may or may not pay a lot but I suggest you continue. Most writers don't write for money. They write because it makes them happy.
I'm over 50 and have came to learn I have ADHD through Lemmy. Reading all the popular memes and stories I realized that is me.
If I was diagnosed earlier I'm sure my life would be much better. I've been procrastinating on being officially diagnosed (and medicated) due to... ADHD.
The video is from the 1965 movie "The Sound of Music" which was based upon an earlier play.
While the movie is basically about personal relationships there is some anti-nazi sentiment at the end.
edit - this particular clip is from the song named "Sound of Music" from the film.