You've been in a high-alert state for 72 hours. At this point, your adrenaline is making it impossible to distinguish between real threats and false positives.
What you should do :
Acknowledge that you might be experiencing a paranoia crisis due to exhaustion.
Power everything down.
Focus on your breathing and your physical surroundings.
Go talk to someone dear about things other than computers.
Check back in a few days when your head is clearer - the feeling of a huge conspiracy should have subsided. Your files are important, but your mental health is too.
Dude, you couldn't have known. I know it's hard, but you shouldn't dwell on it
You did everything right, it just wasn't the right time or the right person. You're not to blame at all - if it was an issue on her side, she should have talked about it instead of coldly friendzoning you
Just to be clear, I asked my wife what she thought, and she thinks the same thing
I'm seriously lucky, to the point it has been a running joke among my friend group!
It doesn't manifest itself as "everytime I gamble, I win", but more subtly. Finding dollar bills on the ground, having unexpected discounts, getting a dream job, ...
Oh yeah Luanti, I've discovered this engine recently too !
One thing I dislike about the project though, is how everything should be backwards-compatible. I feel like it stifles innovation and bugfixes, see https://xkcd.com/1172/ and https://github.com/luanti-org/luanti/pull/16946
It'd gain from being more known though