Is it still a celebration of humanity or does it put a target on your back?
I reached 5 and peaked at 6 today, but more for frustration than anxiety.
"If we won't come out alive together, then we can still come together..."
So sad that they have to slap a warning on the United States because of a few bad apples.
I experienced a gay sauna for the first time a couple of days ago. I was anxious for a few minutes, until I got a feel for the place and let my towel expose me a bit. I had two encounters and both were fantastic. (If you're following my previous post, I'm in the very beginning stages still...) However, both times, my partner expected kissing, naturally. But I have always had an aversion to tongues and kissing in general. This confirmed it. Interlocking tongues with another human is not my thing. It feels disgusting and I was cringing a bit during that part. (I say this but I was the bottom...) I felt strange saying that I don't kiss, but maybe that's acceptable just like any other boundary. I am wondering, though, if it is possible to get over it.
I'm from Connecticut and dropping by for a day trip today (August 26th.)
That's fantastic. I'm glad that you're comfortable with yourself.
So who is usually the bottom? :p
I can barely stick my toothbrush down the back of my tongue without gagging.
