This isn't about self worth, I don't have low self worth, I'm fucking bored and frustrated from my life going nowhere in years. This isn't a mental issue, but to do with life circumstances which can't be overcome.
So just give up? Just accept? I've been accepting shit my whole life, and I'm done with that. Would rather go postal or start a violent revolution and end up in prison I think at this point than just accept shit. I'm not changing my attitude or expectations, they are what they are. I have no interest in gaslighting myself.
Honestly I'm pretty much at the point where I don't see any other option other than criminal activity or starting a violent revolution, but I'm in the wrong country for that.
I've had hobbies, bored of them now. Fall in love? That's antiquated, no one marries for love, only convenience and finding someone is impossible if your not socially well connected or rich. A safe and stable job gets boring very quickly.
Not yet, but it's on my watchlist, the trailer looked good.