Throwing Muses song.
It's actually a decent Trek show, and had Kate Mulgrew as Janeway for bonus points. Way better Trek than Discovery and Picard, at least.
It's pointless to try to pin him down like this, because his explanations are so incoherent. Is it a confession? Is it a denial? Who knows. It's just word salad.
This reminds of how Apple Corps (The Beatles' record label) forced Apple Inc. to stay out of anything related to music for many years.