Thinking about asking my mom directly to use they/them pronouns for me. She used them for a little bit after I told her about my gender cornfusion but she stopped doing it after a while. I don't feel ready to use she/her in person (online it's easier because it's not connected to my physical representation) but this would at least cut out the discomfort of being called "he" all the time
also working up the courage to join a local-ish queer discord. I just don't wanna join and find out it's like 5 random people and they're all libs
I'm so fucking over asking for the world to meet me halfway. I don't even want to be here any more but I can't do anything about that because of the pain it would cause my family so I'm stuck. I hate having to claw every semblance of stability from the cold rock of a fucked up world that will only get worse
After the WHAT discussion??