Weekly Queer Thread (8/18/23)

just got my shipment of hormones and testoblockers, next few months are covered again.

love how they're marked all the way through as something completely different, so even if some nosy dickhead breaks the package even the order confirmation has me covered, this random person in turkey has more solidarity with me than my fucking state that just decided to stop coercing us into sterilisation this year, so that's great. fucking s and their consequences istg

Why the fuck is increasing my E getting me so horned up, wtf. I was warnedassured that it would make me celibate. But noooo, apparently I'm the one trans girl with the secret genetic makeup that turns E into a permanent party drug. After my breakup I was kinda hoping to leave that behind for a bit...

hope everyone's having a good week!

Went to a new therapist that I really like (they're not cis)

It's my favorite thread!

I've had an interesting couple of weeks because I moved to a new place, and also my girlfriend kind of moved in with me. Like she's not living her all the time, but she has some stuff here, comes over every weekend at least, and also left her Blahaj in my bed. I really like her, but honestly I'm a little bit nervous. This is like my first serious relationship where I'm an adult with my own place and a job and stuff, and I don't want to mess things up. But I have known her for a while, it's not like we rented a UHaul after the second date. She was here for most of last week, and after she told me that my place felt more like home to her than anywhere else she could go. Which is like adorable and wonderful and sweet, but also scary. I think everything will be good tho, we're good at talking things through and stuff.

Also this is funny: I live in a weird old house that's been divided into three apartments, and every apartment now has a lesbian couple living in it. What are the odds? Or is this some sort of strange plot by my landlord? Maybe he's got a house of bisexual grad students or skinny-white-guys-who-smoke-weed-and-watch-movies down the street.

my little brother has been calling me bro instead of sis. i freaking love it. i am a bro! (still calls me his sister to his friends). he and his friends almost jumped a kid for being transphobic but he cant remember anyone's pronouns for his life if that gives you a picture of where hes at.

I love my trans girlfriends!

having a difficult time decing if what i want is a non-binay appearence or a non-binary identity, i feel like a resonate more with identity but i kinda struggle now accepting he/him after so much time fighting to no be called that. Also im perfectly fine with non-binary pronouns. Have anyone passed throught that? Apreciate some experiences

So I recently changed my pronouns to undecided. It feels more honest the way things have been in my head as of late.

Still no clue what the answer is. Would it be weird to not try and actively resolve it and just let things percolate a bit?

going to a local trans meetup tomorrow. i'm taking a super nice trans girl i met on an antifa trans discord there, promised to meet her a bit earlier so i can help her calm down her social anxiety. the place is very chill, but it's her first time with that crowd, so i'll see what i can do to make her feel at ease.

Thinking about asking my mom directly to use they/them pronouns for me. She used them for a little bit after I told her about my gender cornfusion but she stopped doing it after a while. I don't feel ready to use she/her in person (online it's easier because it's not connected to my physical representation) but this would at least cut out the discomfort of being called "he" all the time

also working up the courage to join a local-ish queer discord. I just don't wanna join and find out it's like 5 random people and they're all libs