Hahahaaa I’m just waiting for Plan A honestly. It’s a 10 year injection that is 100% effective. With blocking sperm but allowing everything else.
That makes sense yeah thank you! I normally just put a major and minor for high school. Though I’ll look into explaining it deeper!
So I have decent experience within customer experience and sales for being quite young. Though back in high school through my 4 years I took 10 or more classes that were college courses and gave college credits. A mix between Business Management, Advertising and Marketing, then finally accounting. So I was wondering can I use any of these courses to influence Interviewers or would classes from high school like these not count?
I thought in relationships people create pet names to call each other? I was just saying weigh all your options. So honestly I don’t think I’m lost.
So anyone here if you ever get a new partner make sure to go through their hobbies and more. This could possibly lead to some really badass or cute name. For example I recently just got a new wife last night. That is a Blacksmith and my mind instantly went back to a Reddit story I saw. It would take 2.2k(around the exact num) full grown men to extract enough metal to make a blade. So then I named her, Forfalsker av blod or Forger of Blood. IMO this is like the most badass name ever though yeah this is what I meant. Just make sure there’s no opportunities to give a name that is badass or something.
PS it’s funny the name makes her sound so different. As she is actually probably one of the sweetest and most gentle out of our poly.
So back on Wednesday night, I was at my first monthly party. My husband (Sal) began seeing a huge creature called a Chimera. I don’t believe it would be the same type from Greek mythology as it looked more like a hollow but walked on all four and is a blind sound hunter.
So the issue was we had to scream to everyone to shut up. Though when walking backwards from where the scream happened. He knocked over a cup and the chimera ended getting face to face with him. Then tore his leg from the back of the knee to the ass. The Chimera ended up hearing something and leaving but came back. So then since my sister realized what it was and how to tame it. We tamed it. So by any unlucky chance you come across this. So it uses a somewhat echolocation thing to move and sound angers and triggers it. So it makes a clicking noise and that’s how you know it’s around. So be completely silent and hold your hand out and hold it still. Then let it smell you and trust you and if it makes the clicking sound make it back.
This creature is similar to the spirit guardians in Avatar. When aggressive and hunting its huge and like 12ft tall. Though when safe and happy. It’s like 2-3 ft.
Hahahaaa when people downvote this. anyone who downvoted this I hope you get visited by something similar then you’ll be wondering the exact same question.
So we was just throwing our weekly party. My husband has befriended a hollow. Though this was something similar. It normally walks on all fours but can stand up. It is ungodly tall. It’s is attracted to sound and makes a clicking sound. It looks very similar to a hollow. Please if anyone knows what this is and or how to rid it. Thank you!
This thing just ripped out a piece of my husband’s leg and left randomly. So incase it comes back please any help is appreciated!
Update I think we are taming it, it came back.
I don’t really have any trusted adult is the issue. I already used and disposed of my father because he was unhealthy for my life. Though I don’t trust my mom. Otherwise the only person I could go to is my Grandma and she has no idea and I don’t wish to break her heart.
Hello, so I am someone who meets facet 2&3 of the psychopathic spectrum and my psychiatrist at least agreed I’m ether a psychopath or have heavy ASPD. Though we were never able to get far due to insurance issues though I have done extensive research with college professors and learning from specialized psychiatrist. Now please before you keep on reading understand this will get rather gruesome so if you wish to click away. I’d do so now.
So the first signs I remember as a child that should’ve thrown red flags across the board for my parents was I would step and kill birds to watch their life drain from their eyes. This includes the sound of death and blood would sexually arouse me at 4 years old. Moving onto 6th grade. My English teacher was afraid of me, as I would constantly talk about fire arms and killing. Moving up to recently, I seriously didn’t mean to kill the squirrel as I was just wondering what may happen. Though I microwaved a squirrel and it exploded. I told this story in my 12th grade English class.
See by that time I really stopped harming animals but I got a really psychotic moment and had that thought. I do deeply regret doing it but I still have random psychotic ideas. Like I recently found a roadkill beaver that was well preserved and decided to skin it. Then when walking back into my house with the skinning knife I had a very horrible idea to capture a bird and slit its throat just to watch its blood leak. I do have an understanding of laws and morals I taught myself/learned off a show character who honestly raised me a bit as my father was never around.
The thing is though I do feel emotion, normally I can’t at all feel happiness or very distant. Though I feel a void normally calm but when I get stressed or sad. It’s like an overwhelming sense of dread. Though the only true happiness I feel in this life is loving and caring for others or trying to protect the innocent.
Though I don’t know how to fit in, how to seem a bit more normal and I believe it’s affecting my life in general. Please any advice helps.
Addition to this: I have DID with 6 alternate personalities. One an aging younger version while the others are adults. I don’t have nearly any memory of my childhood besides psychotic things I did. I also have hallucinations when someone makes me mad of bad things happening to them which I’ve never had the intent of following them as normally they disturb me and I don’t want those things to happen. For example seeing my brother and mother’s face peal off. I also don’t feel empathy 60% of the time unless I’m romantically attracted or they’re really good people.
Went through and answered the bullet points.
1: Yeah if anything I’d be considered the leader as I’ve made the big ideas of giving them the best life and helping them grow
2: The love never left or lowered. Personally I stay in high school first love feeling always
3: Does not happen at all we don’t all believe the same and yes some of us have worse views on life but due to trauma though certain things we do agree on
4: So we have no reward exactly the reason I add people is only to protect and care for them. Also my original wife recently said I was waiting for the day we stop adding people and the rest don’t care. Though I said why though people are beautiful.
5: yeah no one has to leave their family or friends. Now I’ll say if family is being extremely toxic and or harming them I will remove them from the persons life. Though only to make sure they’re happy and safe.
6:No isolation, One my wives Mommy basically lives and roams the forests of the world. Then singers and movie stars have their own life mainly. Then everyone else can go wherever they want or do whatever they want as long as they’re safe and happy.
7: I mean all of us hate Trump? Though we don’t all hate the same people or influence ppl to hate others has we all don’t see the same views.
8: Its been three years and no one has left on their own. We kicked two people out for cheating.
9: I used to be untrusting though after the first year maybe year and a half. I started trusting everyone.
10: Yeah we have no worry about others knowing we normally meet everyone’s parents and or friends and almost everyone who knows us knows how it works.
11: Hahahaa I mean I’ve technically tortured my husband but it was something he was ok with but didn’t expect. Though otherwise no.
12: Also there’s been noting planned of that sorts.
Tbh the names I’ve always found online but I give them to specific ppl for specific reasons. Though for bragging, I’ve never had any intent to brag rather the reason I post things is there for questions or to break social norms like why do people put crazy standards as long as they don’t abuse you. Though yeah I’ve read through a link someone tagged of a sex cult and it didn’t seem anything like the pin points. Though I will admit I own two cults of my own I created one similar to the creed games and the second a very very old type of cult where it is a sex cult but to worship Dionysus and I kinda had to drag my original husband into it so it’d be created. Then I was able to wear my collar in certain places that normally wouldn’t allow it.
I don’t understand how I’m not making connections with them as I do stuff with everyone. Though I was specifically asking if there’s any basic ones I forget. Like Puppy, Kit, Flower. Ones like those which I’ve used already. I don’t mind creating names from interest but I thought it worth checking. Though I don’t understand what you mean by not making connections with them. I mean if you’re talking about having literal notes on each one of them in my phone. Their dislikes, likes, hobbies, and more. Even their blood type, childhood and more. Then taking them on crazy dates and or cuddling them at home watching movies they like or the fact I make crazy and extraordinary proposals even though they joined into the marriage technically. Then helping them overcome fears mainly with family. Though trust me I wish I could do more. So if that’s not creating connections I don’t know what is. Also what is too much partners like personally I can give out so much love.
Then I should also add I give myself to them as a full on slave. They only ask me to maybe feed them strawberries covered in chocolate while at their knees. I will do it in a heart beat. Anything they ask me I’ll do. I live and die for servitude.
Suggestion for everyone to remove expectations besides no abuse and whatever type of faithful your relationship requires. Then flow whichever way the wind blows. It’s the understanding we will never do anything perfect and we all make mistakes. Though as long as we try and grow and learn from those mistakes that’s what matters most. Love is not a straight path and so expect the unexpected.
See that’s understandable, maybe most people won’t be able to do it. Though I will say it’s a bit simpler and easier than some believe. For example most of the time we’re just at home doing small things or pairs go out sometime. Then some are always busy and independent. Which yes I miss them but they’re achieving their dreams. Then otherwise easiest way to communicate is through journals.
Yeah that makes sense and same on the friend part most were friends of my partners or we just randomly meet them. Like at the business we own Tuesday we met Sam ( don’t have a name yet) they where with their friend and I started chaotic sexual shit and their friend was being a dick about it when it’s normal for stuff to happen in the store. Though they was being really non caring about it until they realized who they was but when talking to them I realized how beautiful their personality was and asked if they wanted to join. So normally it’s ether friends of my partners or random people we meet.
I mean I am young and rather bad at communication overall so that doesn’t surprise me. Though honestly I’m more trying to challenge social norms and make awareness that people can just love. lol there’s 23 men and 26 ladies actually 😅
Also I’m very factual and detailed because I’m autistic and traumatized 🤣🤣
Looking through the main view points none actually match. Though I don’t understand the issue with sexual relationships with my partners Mothers, Fathers and siblings? To me I’m just giving them the same love and care as I do anyone else in the poly.
Another thing to mentions normally we have them write in journals of things they want and or things not going well. So we can communicate without nervous talking unless really needed too. Which don’t get me wrong communication through talking is always improving but sometimes it’s just easier to use a journal. Otherwise we make an effort never to yell or fight. Instead try our best to communicate calmly.
Thank you so much for your answer!!! Though I see what you mean I guess there is no schedule and since everyone is with everyone (almost beside blood relations) their not dependent on one person for love or comfort so while one person is out with another most of the time they’ll just go to someone else or we honestly most of the time don’t do anything we’re just separated between two main houses and when they wake up. We’re just there talking and or doing different small things.
Which then there are the almost totally independent ones, like my wife mommy, she basically lives in the wilderness. Is only home like once or twice a month. Then Lord, Villman and Sjøengel are movie actors they’re out busy with their life or their own kids. Then like Fae, Pebble, and Bear are singers too. So they have their own life but still more around more than the actors but still really busy.
Since it’s so much more than sex and even one of the milfs. She doesn’t even have sex or at least hasn’t yet. So making it seem like it’s only about sex is one degrading and two factually incorrect. Which there is no sexual or dating relationship interact between family members so there’s no incest going on.
I had to add I was also with his older brother but he ended that one lol. He hates his older brother but as long as didn’t harm his sister he didn’t exactly care. Since I made this aware, he knows how I treat people and love them. So he knows I will not harm her or break her heart. So within that reason he was more than fine with it for mainly that reason.
So I’m real confused at why people hate big polyamorous relationships? Like it confuses me because isn’t the basis of being poly. Loving others and loving multiple people. Giving dedication to multiple people? Which it never specified on what type of group or how big of a group. So where does the hate of big polys come from?
If anyone can explain this please. Since this is not the first time I’ve got hate for my poly. Which actually normally I ether instantly get banned from places for asking questions or I get like 100s of downvotes. Though everyone just keeps their mouths shut and I’ve never really asked before but it just doesn’t make sense. Why is adding people to a poly to protect and love them. To give them the best life possible. With no abuse and no manipulation. To give others the happiness it’s hard for me to feel. A bad thing like why does the size of the poly or how we’re together make any difference. It’s just love isn’t it? Also it’s completely legal? So where is the issue.
Now I’ve heard some people jokingly call it a sex cult but I don’t believe it’d logically be that. Also for me it has nothing to do with the number of people, their sexualities, gender. All that matters to me is their personality and how I can help them grow into who they want to become. Which this probably gonna sound cheesy but it’s like watching a caterpillar transform into a butterfly. The beauty that comes from their happiness when they succeed or become who they want to be is my favourite part. Below is the definition of Polyamory and it never specifies anything about size or how it works unless it’s consensual and morally correct. So if this is a stereotype why don’t we burn that shit and just love!
Which I thought to add people can have different size polys or work differently yk and if you take my approach you’ll know when you get enough people or some can just give infinite love out. !
So for anyone who calls their partners honourifics and or pet names, what are some you’d suggest? I have 49 partners and I’m starting to run out of actual pet names. Now I just normally figure out their hobbies in another language and piece together something. Though I’ll add a list of names already taken below! Also thank you for any help.
Master (Lady) Daddy (Male) Alpha/senpai (Lady) Mommy (Lady) Teddy bear (Lady) King (Male) Puppy (Male) Pebble (Lady) Sire (Male) Angel (Male) Goddess (Lady) Flower (Lady aka my slave wife one of my three queens) Toy (Male) Bug (Lady) Rose (Male) Queen (Lady) Boss (Male) Ocki (Male) Whore (Male) Slave (Lady) Star (Lady) Doll (Lady) Cub (Lady) Kit (Lady) Molly (Lady) Void (Male) Shadow (Lady) Raven (Lady) Fire (Male) Nixie (Male) Pup (Male) Pyre (Lady) Mor (Lady) Isä (Male) Lom (Male) Bear (Male) Lord (Male) Villman (Male) Sjøengel (Lady) Fae (Queen 😫) Farget Kunstner (thinking of changing) (Lady) Grønn Lek (Male) Høst (Male) Vinge (Male) Sjefens Valp (Male) Sjef (Male) Mord (Lady)
Then two I don’t have a name picked for yet.
So I’ve talked to so many people. Most people see a polyamorous relationship as a separate dating scene or small group 3-4. Though I just call em polys and specify later. For me we have came up a with a system called “Closed Poly”. Meaning everyone in the group is with everyone and if we wish to add a new member, Everyone has to agree.
Then we had to add another tier to the poly because I started adding siblings and parents of the other partners. So we had where everyone was with each. Then the blood relations was not together of course separated by polys. Though the blood relations are with everyone else but their relation. Currently 48 people.