You wouldn't have her without a disability?

Yeah I gotta stop being honest about my ideation..

I don't know, you're kinda making the case for eugenics

I bet you wouldn't want your kids to have autism

I guess you're entitled to your opinion, but there's a reason deviants are removed from the gene pool

seems like a crazy old man

Ive always been told being different is bad

Well it is a bad thing

So its just a matter of belief?

Only problem is last time I sought professional help I got stuffed into a psych ward

Yeah I will try both

I guess by normal I mean not having autism and all the behavioral issues that go with it

Yeah suicidal and self harm thoughts often come in the middle of the night. And yeah the psych ward got me on certain meds Im still taking but don't think they're working

Ill try but I admit I am tempted to go get a gun and just blow my brains out

I assume its why Im so messed up

I'd curse at people randomly, pick fights with teachers and students, run out of class, smoke pot in the school bathrooms, randomly having sex with students and a teacher once. Ive been in psych wards for suicide threats

Thank you for the kind words. Ill try to cope as much as possible

I'll def work on it and try to get more friends and get into a relationship that doesnt end quickly.

Nice, thanks

Awkward, I had a lot of behavorial issues growing up that alienated me, Ive been in psych wards, stuff like that