It’s going okay today! I’m supposed to hear good things back from a new job opportunity which will finally let me move out of Texas!
Also saw myself in the mirror yesterday and was hit with some nice euphoria! After being on E for a while, I’m starting to get some nice hip development and stuff :)
Yeaaa, I just went back to work yesterday after 3 months off for bottom surgery. Its nice to have something to do, but 3 months free from corporate capitalist hell spoiled me a little. 3 day weekend will be nice at least :)
Had an interesting case of euphoria today. I was falling asleep for a nap after some yard work when I realized I was perceiving myself as a woman. No doubts. No viewing myself as this weird thing in between. Just a woman lying on her couch to take a nap
After 6 years, and top surgery, I'm suddenly getting more breast growth. It's a source of joy and euphoria, but also a mixed blessing, because I was already quite well endowed thanks to top surgery...
I can imagine my goodness. I've started to just assume that my breasts are always going to go through periodic growth spurts 😅 but i can't imagine after top surgery having them grow even more aha. If only bras weren't so expensive.
Not amazing.
Mostly fine but when I was seriously looking at some clothes and imagining myself in the, I felt a little bit like the beginnings of a panic attack over the embarrassment and feeling just silly. 🙇🤦😩
It does get quiet sometimes. I’m doing alright. Mostly trying to play catch up with some of my responsibilities and trying not to be overwhelmed. But other than that, I’m doing really good.
Nothing major, but I have a few small moments where I feel euphoric, even if I'm usually shroud in dysphoria. It's like a ray of hope in a dark cave. At least it helped me think twice whenever I wanted to just fully repress.
Just another day working. Gonna get some ot. I would rather be messing with my 3d printer but oh well. Other projects are in need of some love right now.
Just another day working. Gonna get some ot. I would rather be messing with my 3d printer but oh well. Other projects are in need of some love right now.