I’m desperate to suck a throbbing huge cock, with or without my wife at this point

A few years ago I went through a phase where all I could think about was sucking another cock with my wife. This eventually escalated to me just obsessed with the idea.

I eventually plucked up the courage to meet an older guy but I stupidly went while on coke so it didn’t lead to much. But the seal was broken.

Since then I met with a gorgeous trans escort twice, and to this day remains the best hlowjob I’ve ever fucking had. I still stroke my cock and think of that.

I also met a younger guy dude and I sucked his little 19 year old cock till he came all over me. Begging me to fuck him the whole time. God in so hard thinking about that right now.

I’ve had a few drinks; made and account and I’m waiting for the opportunity to get rock hard and jerk off while chatting with likeminded folks. During that phase I discovered kik and sent my first ever dick pick as well - that also escalated to me doing all sorts of dirty hot shit on there too...