This morning I felt like I managed to make peace with something that's been bothering me a lot. Then work came around and now, at the end of the day, I completely forgot what that breakthrough was. I just.. feel at peace but have no idea how I got here.
All I know is that it involved a lot of complex rationalizing but now I can only grasp at the edges of it.
*sigh* Most likely I will be back to my old self by tomorrow morning and the whole thing can start all over again.
It's ok to get excited! Trying to force yourself not to won't leave you any less disappointed if it doesn't go well. And if you get the job you missed out in all that fun fun excitement.