How did you survive living in a college dorm with another person? What did you bring with yourself?
How did you survive living in a college dorm with another person? What did you bring with yourself?
Note: I haven't yet. The following text is not an answer, and might not be worth reading. (Chance: approx. 95%)
You need professional help. How do you think your life is going to work, especially if your parents are gone?
Yeah OP. Having anxiety about meeting new people and/or living in a new place isn't abnormal, a lot of people have it. But this is on another level. I really recommend seeking professional help, this doesn't look like something internet strangers can meaningfully help you with.
Better?
I can work with people (and have a job), but not 24/7. My father is unemployed, so I am absolutely never alone. I just need some quiet place where I can be alone, with no expectation of someone walking in (i.e. lockable).
Ok, that sounds better than what I could gather from the information you gave. I still think you could benefit from some professional help (as someone who did a few different times in my life). Best of luck!