Have to finish my final paper for one of my courses tomorrow after I work at my day-job. Everything else I accept in life as being beyond my grasp and while it is worrisome, I cannot through panic make it change.
The UK's Online Safety Bill, similar bills elsewhere, that fight Steam and Mastercard are having and just general censorship and restrictions on stuff.
I know it's just a matter of turning on my vpn and/or sailing high seas (or touching grass)... And one way or another in a few months it'll blow over.
But my anxiety wolf is constantly constructing overly negative narratives. Blaming me in various ways and telling me I have problems (because I shouldn't be anxious about something so trivial). It's a tiring existence.
Got a sunburn in mountains using expensive but very bad spf.. will need to check my nevuses again for several months, pay dermatologist, or maybe fight melanoma
Got a work mail i have to answer tomorrow, and i can't se a way to do it without being at least passive aggressive... no one will probably mention anything, but i hate it, especially because rhe mail i received is so unnecessary and jet offending with a great number of people on cc
Me about coming out at work. I know they would be accepting, and if they somehow aren't i have no issue switching jobs, but somehow i am terrified of doing it.
Coming out is huge, we can lose control of the information really easily. There's no putting it back in the box and it can be passed to someone who doesn't get it. It's natural to feel anxious about it
Ah yes, bees!