I wish I could experience my kid's ADHD for a day just to get a real sense of it... I'm always butting up against how differently our brains work in subtle ways, and I know he feels that rift as well, even if he can't articulate it yet.
Music. Often completely randomly selected – for instance, right now it's some old dance track called Sweet Like Chocolate by... gotta look this up... Shanks & Bigfoot, apparently. It'll probably be something else in an hour.
The only time my head does go silent is when I'm really tired. It's one of the most clear indicators of tiredness for me.
You forgot the creature just screaming in terror in the distance.
that’s just tinnitus, don’t mind him
tinnitus is my sleep paralysis demon. But he works all day every day. Fucker thinks he is getting overtime.
Tell me what you want,
What you really, really want
I'll tell you what I want,
What I really, really want,
I wanna HUH
I wanna HUH
I wanna HUH
I wanna zigga-say-ahhhhhbecause my wife has had this song on repeat for like the last two weeks now, and this part is stuck in my head
See, that's interesting. Because, I am one of those melodramatic fools. Neurotic to the bone, no doubt about it.
The noise in my head?
Idk just songs and thoughts up there.
