Boneitus.
I was kind of an ass through a chunk of my 20s. I said a lot of stupid things, and wasn't good at maintaining friendships. If I could go back in time and tell people how much I care about them and enjoy their company, I absolutely would.
I don't regret anything. This is certainly not a testament to good decision-making; I just may not be capable of feeling regret.
Not getting to say goodbye to my Grandmother. It may not be my biggest regret, but it's the one I regret the most. I was extremely close to her as I spent a lot of time at my grandparents' house when my mom was pregnant with my brother.
She died days before we were supposed to have a graduation party. I'm 22 and my brother is 18, we had just gotten our equivalency at the beginning of the year! It was sudden, we weren't expecting it.
My mom and dad woke me up in the early morning saying that they were going to the hospital and hours later I was awoken again with the news my grandmother had passed. It still hurts to see her picture on the digital picture frame when they pop up...
Starting smoking, even long after you quit that devil is still on your shoulder.
