learn how to diy! it's cheap, easy, and quite safe if you invest the appropriate amount of time. go on https://transfemscience.org to educate yourself about how HRT works. go on https://transharmreduction.org/hrt-testing to see which HRT sellers have been lab tested by a third party. diy hrt can be acquired for 5 to 10$ per month. don't let the government control your body. there's also a diyhrt subreddit and discord server for more direct help: https://www.reddit.com/r/TransDIY/wiki/index/