Tripping at the doctor's office

Last week I had a phelbectomy on my leg, it's my 4th leg procedure, it's basically like going to the oral surgeon for an extraction except on my leg. Very painful experience each time I've done it. I've developed a fear, anxiety whatever about going to this doctor. I have PTSD and get migraines pretty regularly something I discovered during a migraine that booze and weed don't do a damn thing for my head, but mushrooms are a magical cure for a migraine if you take it a dose right after a headache hits me. Instead of a debilitating migraine I'll have mild psychedelic experience instead.

So Friday morning a major migraine hits me 4 hours before the surgery, I've gotten migraine during the surgery one time. YOLO mother fucker so I did 4 grams of undried mushrooms (I grow my own - don't ask) which is about half a gram dried just more potent wet.

So I'm coming down off shrooms while I'm getting my leg stabbed and jabbed, it helped with some of my anxiety, absolutely no way I could made the appointment if I didn't trip out because the migraine would have had me in bed contemplating killing myself because of the head pains.

I'm gonna do it again for my next appointment or trip sack the night before it. I got liquid acid too.