Sometimes not even doing something, just in spite

I was always suprisingly calm if I didn't sleep too much. Like everything was slowed down to the comfortable level and I just felt yawn more at peace and chill

But maybe that is more anxiety things. Whatever the reason I was sleep depriving myself casually throrought all the school years because it felt better to be sleep deprived

I really need to limit the words cause you dear goldfishes lol