Money and a means of having support for my PTSD-addled self. I struggle trying to take care of myself, so I'd be enough of a burden on the state to make my emigration quite difficult.
Last time I looked at the requirements for emigrating somewhere (somewhere in Europe, forget which country) it mentioned that I'd need to be able to support myself financially. At the moment I desperately need to work through a lot of past trauma and run through therapy for PTSD, I'm not well enough to work a regular day job.