well...there's no need to feel confused because "we're still in this capitalistic shit and we need to survive". but it would be good to ask yourself: if communism wins, which side will i choose? and obviously read theory to deflect liberal haters with their questions about "hypocrisy" and thinking about ways to make your material conditions more benefical for your community
i try to order my folder of "useful info of communism", sometimes i try to program to create encryption methods, drawing, modelling, and discuss with people on social networks about politics
sorry if i'm kinda elitist, but shonen edgy anime (pretending to be seinen) starred by teenagers are the worst examples to defend your case...
-danganronpa: i can give it a pass mostly by the concept
-naruto: good start, crappy ending, darkness(tm) all the way
-boku no pico hero academia: it's green naruto with liberal ideals
-mirai nikki: kinda cringey love story with edgy yandere waifubait
-eva: too mainstream
-elfen lied: sorry, but that was a crappy story only sustained by edgyness and tiddies
you should have selected something deeper like: shimoneta to iu gainen, serial experiments lain, black lagoon, welcome to the nhk, ghost in the shell...
interesting that the "T word" is used by them to "trigger" you, but they were [triggered] in the end