In my experience anti depressants and anti anxiety medication don't really work, they just turn off your emotions with varying side effects.
The best way to help yourself is self care and therapy IMHO nothing else will be a permanent fix.
Although doctor prescribed medications do have their use, they should be reserved only for extremely ill patients who are detached from their ego or reality itself.
That is one beautiful bike, I love the retro-futuristic synthwave aesthetic (I don't know what it's called but looks straight outta the cyberpunk anime)
Can I crosspost this to me_irl? It's very much me_irl