The struggle is real. It's especially frustrating when you finally get the mental strength to try to get help, just to run into a dozen roadblocks. At this point, I keep living just to spite this abhorrent system.
For me, I live so I can be a living reminder to the CCP's failures, they failed to get rid of me under the One Child Policy (I was the second child). I live to spite the party. xD To be the thorns that grows beyond their "great wall". Fuck the party, my life is at its core, a rebellion against the CCP's desires.
I live to spite my brother. So he doesn't get my half of inheritance.
I live to spite racists that calls me "ching chong" the moment they see me and tell me to "go back to your country"
I live to spite tyrannts and oppressors
I live as a rebel against the hostile universe. To live is to rebel. To create a masterpiece of art through the chaos of the rebellion.
Fuck racists and fuck the CCP. Glad you're persevering homie.
The struggle is real. It's especially frustrating when you finally get the mental strength to try to get help, just to run into a dozen roadblocks. At this point, I keep living just to spite this abhorrent system.
For me, I live so I can be a living reminder to the CCP's failures, they failed to get rid of me under the One Child Policy (I was the second child). I live to spite the party. xD To be the thorns that grows beyond their "great wall". Fuck the party, my life is at its core, a rebellion against the CCP's desires.
I live to spite my brother. So he doesn't get my half of inheritance.
I live to spite racists that calls me "ching chong" the moment they see me and tell me to "go back to your country"
I live to spite tyrannts and oppressors
I live as a rebel against the hostile universe. To live is to rebel. To create a masterpiece of art through the chaos of the rebellion.
Fuck racists and fuck the CCP. Glad you're persevering homie.