Well, furry is a big part of my life, but unfortunately I feel like I'm missing out on a lot by but expressing it more.
When I was a teen I loved the idea of wearing a collar and having furry posters all over the walls. And now that I'm an adult in his thirties I dress very vanilla and my home decorations are too. It's like one of those things you always want to do, but then you need to either negotiate with your partner or explain things... At which I'm very bad.