Somewhere I think getting people hooked is give and take , mostly these are guy friends and just to please them I get them hooked through sexual stuff.
Realising these stuff I am trying not to do more
I am in college,it's my last semester there ,last exam actually I do have classmates but not friends.
Childhood friends got busy in their life and my existence doesn't matter for them.
I am 20 rn ,i tried Boo but being in a dating app doesn't sounds good to me idk why my inner voice was like i am not made for this.i want genuine connection not on a dating where people are trying to find their prey
Somewhere my self-esteem doesn't allow me to do all this stuff
It's more of like why would someone love me,I am not beautiful I am not good at anything
Is the reason is only my body and if their purpose gets fulfilled they will throw me out .. !!
Yeahhhh
..even i want to do that.
But idk how to reach out or meet new people
Bcz I am in gurls college and i barely made their friends never had guys interaction,it's mostly through reddit
Now I am not there so i barely make Friends
In short i don't have much interaction with people
It's already ended i have my last exam a day after tmrw.