Just in stand-by mode. I have a big fancy mandatory company event in the evening. I hate those type of events. Cant drink, must behave, abso-fucking-lutely nothing to do, bunch of big bosses everywhere and have to pretend I'm having fun or really really like to talk to them at a "gunpoint".
Cant even understand WTH is the point of those. Making connections? What kinda connections am i supposed to make, I'm just a machine operator and i hate those connections. Just leave me alone to tinker in my corner like the recluse i am.
I can already observe how I'm in a negative spiral and getting more pissed off with every hour.
I have congratulated quite a few friends like that, without knowing there's a deeper meaning to it.
Like what else am i supposed to say when a friend finally gets a GF?